The Monday before I have to pay attention again.

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I’m feeling more stressed than I need to be,but that doesn’t really help. Then again, my stress has always been pretty mild. Since I go with the flow about everything, worrying about the future is a useless pastime. He starts…

The Monday before I have to pay attention again.

I’m feeling more stressed than I need to be,but that doesn’t really help. Then again, my stress has always been pretty mild. Since I go with the flow about everything, worrying about the future is a useless pastime.

He starts a job tomorrow that will take him out of the house from early morning to late night every weekday. This means two things. I have the responsibility of feeding all the animals. The animals he has very close and loving relationships with.

There are a lot of rules. I’ll do my best follow the instructions we rehearsed today. He will no doubt be in phone contact double checking I’m not doing it all wrong.

In the past, I have done it wrong a few times so it’s an understandable check in. My observation is that the rules are a lot more casual than I’m choosing to treat them. I see empty water bowls and hungry cats all the time.

It will also be nice to have a home without a hovering overload that is always suspicious of me. I can finally do some of the suspicious things I’ve put off for far too long. That dead body is starting to smell, but not quite as bad as the rest of my room, so it’s gone un-noficed.

Seriously, it is an odd freedom to be able to live without somebody always watching, ready to criticize how I’m doing something wrong.

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