I wanted to color the fudgesicle but that’s a brand name. I see on the box this is a fudge ice milk bar which is the Walmart brand. It’s quite good.

One of the traits that I picked up more and more as I age, but really has been with me since the beginning is the unwillingness to try new foods. When I find something I like I’m happy to eat it over and over rather than risk trying something I might not like instead. This logic has some flaws but in my head, it is better to to eat food I like than to risk food I might not like considering that I don’t like a lot of things

Having said that, when I find a snack food that I like, I tend to buy it over and over and over right up until the day I no longer like it and then it’s out of my life forever. I am still in the honeymoon stages of fudgsicle bars in the freezer. They are cheaper than the ice cream sandwiches and have a flavor of chocolate in a frozen bar that just hits right at the right time.

I am frequently sitting around thinking about munchies when I remember I have a fudgsicle in the freezer and it is a moment of joy.

At this present moment, January 1st at noon, I know there is one fudgesicle left and it will be several days before I can afford groceries again so I have to mentally debate whether now is the right time to eat it or whether I will miss it later when it’s more crucial.

I suppose I know I will miss it after a bit. Sometimes I even like to eat two in a row.

Fuck it. I’m going to eat it now and regret it later.