I could never trust the voice in my head where drugs are concerned. Tonight as I was preparing to settle down and rest for the evening, the voice inside my head suggested otherwise.
“It’s a long weekend and you don’t have to work tomorrow”, it said. “If you get high, I’ll help you finish some of those writing assignments you’ve been putting off. It’s going to be up late we might as well get things done.”
This is the kind of talk that my head really wants to listen to and believe. My brain knows exactly the right thing to say to me. I suppose that makes sense since it is my friend after all.
Wanting to believe myself, I pick up the bong, and some lights, and I feel myself taking several hits one after the other.
Now I am overstimulated and not really in the mood to do the things that I’ve been avoiding for a year already. I was gullible and taking advantage of for the week situation by my own brain.
But at least I did get a few cool videos. It’s getting harder to come up with ideas that aren’t just prefab video effects. Since I started making videos like this a few years ago the number of other men and women doing it has recent substantially. Reddit now has a decent meth video collection a number of men making creative videos instead of just nude funky dick hot rail videos has also increased.
I’m still fairly confident that almost no one watches them, but they’re still fun to make and it’s still important that I try and make them interesting. Without showing my dick.
Tumblr has recently become the new place for fake foreign models looking for hookups despite the fact that they live nowhere near you. I get as many as 10 new followers a day, all of which are fake profiles with fake photos. A small percentage of them are meth users and the rest are just scammers looking to find that one gullible person that will send them money. It makes sense to go after the drug users. When they’re high and horny, they’re more trusting. I assume.
I’m too smart for that.