In keeping with lights pattern of having bad things happen when you’re in a bad mood and multiple bad things happening in threes or in groups, this isn’t a great Monday. It seems my server has upgraded websites to a newer PHP that isn’t compatible with all the plugins I use so that’s one thing. The site that I’m working on that should be done by now but it keeps dragging on because AI makes errors that I don’t notice or test for and so a finished product is always the next day and then it breaks something else. Client is upset and I’m ignoring them. 

Being told that I should progress more and work towards moving out was particularly mood shifting both short-term and long-term because it will not leave the prime focus of my mind and since I’m not currently using the drug that keeps me focused and productive and content, it leaves me with an unfocused unproductive and uncontent mind. 

Essentially it leaves me in bed which is offensive looking to those in the house. 

I try not to say whoa is me too much I’m definitely not for 3 days in a row so we’ll see what happens.