Continuing the previous concept, another stress point in my life now is the realization that my drug habit is killing my cat slowly. The residue of my exhales is accumulative inside my cat. 

I don’t know what to do. Probably nothing except worry about the day sometime in the future when it becomes a problem and hope the cats health declines in such a way I am not exposed as the explanation. Would I do it again with the next pet? Sadly I probably will.

This will irritate me every day from today on and I will think of different ways to resolve it, but they will all be inconvenient so I will continue to poison my cats internal organs and mood.