I gave in to the temptation. Stop the itch with a cloud
There are not bugs under my skin
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withdrawal
Read moreOh yeah. I should probably find something to eat other than a cookie and a few to buy brownies and a chocolate bar.
Slept till 3
I don't miss the morning feed ever, and I woke up before the alarm this morning so that got done but when I came back, I dozed off and had wonderful Winter dreams. All the way back to Ballinafad where I lived much of my childhood in the country. I don't remember working on the farms too much but I...
1st Morning
I woke up 4 minutes before the alarm was to go off and unlike every other day for the past month and a half, I stayed in bed and did not stand up and go take drugs. I said hey to my Google assistant and started the day with the lights on and the radio playing. I...
Life choices and blog decisions
Guilt tripping in total darkness in my bedroom knowing I’ll be up late again.
Less blogging as expected
It's not that my life is more exciting when I'm using drugs, it's that I sleep more when I'm not. My life has about the same level of excitement either way but when I am sleeping, I'm less likely to blog. Ironically, I've had some pretty amazing dreams the past week...
First day. New day.
The weather is getting cooler. The rooster and three hands are still waking up and expecting to be fed, which is fine. The dogs, or more specifically one of the dogs, seems to be trying out something new. Barking. Barking and whimpering and whining for no apparent...
Saturday – long naps
I'm trying to extend the last tiny bit of the drug I have remaining. I started off using some of my brown burn surplus. It provides the exact same amount of white smoke upon exhale but didn't give me any wake-up boost. I rolled over and went back to sleep. I don't...