A hot summer night where I distract myself away from negative thoughts by thinking about the negative thoughts of the world instead of just me.
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Smiles in January
During November and December, I am often down. They are depressing months for me, not only because of the Christmas season and the gift giving rituals, but also the music and the fake happiness that surrounds the season. in January, I look forward to new. It's Monday and I can. get excited about...
Wet Hay, and me
Today’s the first day that I have been somewhat stranded in the rain. I guess anything’s better than snow at this point
Less blogging as expected
Farm Posts | feeding time, pig, sleep, spring, weather, withdrawal
It's not that my life is more exciting when I'm using drugs, it's that I sleep more when I'm not. My life has about the same level of excitement either way but when I am sleeping, I'm less likely to blog. Ironically, I've had some pretty amazing dreams the past week...
Feels like a Monday
General Blog Messages | feeding, Monday, weather
The covid-19 incident of 2022 has passed and today was my first day back as the caretaker of the animals. Whenever he's home the roll falls on him because they are his animals but during a normal week, I'm in charge of their feeding and it's nice to be back on that...
Surprise days off!
Farm Posts, General Blog Messages | anger, covid, feeding, pig, weather
I woke up yesterday at 5am, which isn't unusual at all. I wake up all through the night. I can't quite explain why it's usually on the hours, like 3am, 4am or 5am within a few minutes. Yesterday it was 12am, 2am and 5am. When I wake around 5,it's the time he leaves...