A literal stumble of shame, with un showered hair mess, and the same clothes I wore yesterday. Not orange. I almost fell as I made the path from bed to chair. 5 feet past the spoiled milk trap and the 4 day old pee trap. stop everything. I can't tell if I hear a cat, or my nose makes a cat sound....
Details of my imagined life are real, or as real as any story being told as truth. There is a line in the very first Jurrasic Park by Jeff Goldbloom; "Life finds a way"... argh. Is it Life will find a way? In any case, it stuck with me that our bodies and minds are excellent at keeping us alive...
A telling remark from a friend about why she just didn't get why the idea of Second Life was so great. She said something like, "why not just do things in this life". She doesn't get it. That's fine. I didn't for a half dozen years either. Here is a statement I...
Another glorious side effect of the power of Understanding everything about my theory of stories can be understood overtime Ok I am over this Hill and willing to accept help but Stop The but is the failure wanting to corrupt your joy too. I got to see it, identify it,...
VR live Skype. He sees 180 from home while silent cameraman goes to interesting places via avatar A serogate Works equally well in both universes. ...... Other dream idea. Caren and I team up and couchvsurfvwithvacdailyvtv show. Couch durfveothvacdsilybtv show. One...
What we hope for today is to be here tomorrow because we have added into our universe the knowledge and imagination if many ways to die today, both alone in your universe, or us all... Give or take 8 billion. Ding. When we are told earth now hasv7.5 billion people and...
Are you the get things done kind of person? You're hired. ... Community job board in SL Dating game Preset date packages Russian bride roleplay ,....... Craigslist. I am a very real male over 50 that is honestly not doing so well living alone. I am a genuine polite...
THEN REVIEW Goodmorning, goodafternoon and good evening. I'm Jeff Goebel, and this is my daily conversion of my day, into stories. Something has changed. I noticed it, made mental note, and then almost went back to sleep. I wasn;t enjoying myself as much, and at the...
It's Saturday at 1am. That was the ultimatum time I gave myself at midnight to be asleep. I thought; if I'm still awakke at 1, I'll give eup and stop trying. I've spent a lot of sleepless nights laying stil pretending to be asleep, but it's clear the large dosage of...
Quickie. Could it be the weed all along. The weed brings with it, my creativity booster, and the willingness, almost compulsion to write or blog or talk into the camera. I should be interacting but that's harder and takes prep before the weed kicks in. I don't think...
I watch the sketch on cbc's this hour has 22 minutes tonight about a woman who was the happiest woman in Canada. The sketch then went on to portray her as a complete lunatic It bothered me because for the first few examples of her happiness was in line with the way...
I suddenly motioned awake. Am I remembering that somebody is re releasing a commercial Commodore 64? Is that happening, it was that a dream? Here is something an old man would say,, y know, back in my day we learned how to play a game because we bought it in a...
OOPS. I went off my meds and forgot. I had forgotten to take my Paxil regularly, and I was off the other stuff for a few days. On December 29th, I cried. Spontaniously, without warning. i had no friends to call. Nobody to talk to. then I remembered, took the Paxil...
Since I knew I'd be up late tonight, I looked for something new to do. I found something old, but new again. Tinychat. A web based video social chat site that I've been a fan of for over a decade. I've never been a huge fan of computer chat because essentially t has...
Nobody would dare print the headkline, but the Rose Parade is the biggestPride parade of them all. Not Gay pride nessesarily, but personal pride. Its an exstravugant over the top spectacular that allows anyoneand everyone to hold aflag and feel apart of something...
I don't think I have mentioned how I only recently I realized how I used to turn anything and everything into a game. I tried to make dull fun enough to get through. If it isn't a game, it's watching the patterns and pretending you care which one wins. I used to cheer...
If you honour the joy of giving, then being the somebody that told a lot of people a lot of stuff, in general wisdoms to answering questions, teaching, mansplaning or technical support. I have seeen so many smiles at the moment of realization and joy as people learn...
First flash. Government is designed as a cover story and it runs pretty much like a Christopher guest movies.a plot to stick to in order to get to the end. I'd like to believe government is a one, telling the story as choice. In much the same way general motors used...
First, the parents of a friend I recently photographed through a window while she was asleep were suitably unimpressed. They called me a pervert and asked I stay away from her. Whoops. : Please do not come back to my daughter's house taking pics of her that is fucking...
Today was a bad day. The third in a row. If we're counting, my hosting company has let my customers down four times. Four overnight downs. 2 fir mail, and twice for web but I only actually remember web once before. In any case, I've been caught using the same...
Needless to say I've been doing a lot of thinking of late. Altought I'm not videoing every day like I did with Giveit100.com, I am considering an approaching end point. Like the day the paper has to be handed in. This is bigger than school. Â It's my life, and the...
