Another glorious side effect of the power of Understanding everything about my theory of stories can be understood overtime Ok I am over this Hill and willing to accept help but Stop The but is the failure wanting to corrupt your joy too. I got to see it, identify it,...

What we hope for today is to be here tomorrow because we have added into our universe the knowledge and imagination if many ways to die today, both alone in your universe, or us all... Give or take 8 billion. Ding. When we are told earth now hasv7.5 billion people and...

A literal stumble of shame, with un showered hair mess, and the same clothes I wore yesterday.  Not orange. I almost fell as I made the path from bed to chair. 5 feet past the spoiled milk trap and the 4 day old pee trap. stop everything. I can't tell if I hear a cat,...

THEN REVIEW Goodmorning, goodafternoon and good evening. I'm Jeff Goebel, and this is my daily conversion of my day, into stories. Something has changed.  I noticed it, made mental note, and then almost went back to sleep. I wasn;t enjoying myself as much, and at the...

It's Saturday at 1am. That was the ultimatum time I gave myself at midnight to be asleep. I thought; if I'm still awakke at 1, I'll give eup and stop trying. I've spent a lot of sleepless nights laying stil pretending to be asleep, but it's clear the large dosage of...

OOPS.  I went off my meds and forgot. I had forgotten to take my Paxil regularly, and I was off the other stuff for a few days.  On December 29th, I cried.  Spontaniously, without warning. i had no friends to call. Nobody to talk to. then I remembered, took the Paxil...

Since I knew I'd be up late tonight, I looked for something new to do. I found something old, but new again. Tinychat. A web based video social chat site that I've been a fan of for over a decade. I've never been a huge fan of computer chat because essentially t has...

Nobody would dare print the headkline, but the Rose Parade is the biggestPride parade of them all.  Not Gay pride nessesarily, but personal pride. Its an exstravugant over the top spectacular that allows anyoneand everyone to hold aflag and feel apart of something...

I don't think I have mentioned how I only recently I realized how I used to turn anything and everything into a game. I tried to make dull fun enough to get through. If it isn't a game, it's watching the patterns and pretending you care which one wins. I used to cheer...

If you honour the joy of giving, then being the somebody that told a lot of people a lot of stuff, in general wisdoms to answering questions, teaching, mansplaning or technical support. I have seeen so many smiles at the moment of realization and joy as people learn...

First flash. Government is designed as a cover story and it runs pretty much like a Christopher guest movies.a plot to stick to in order to get to the end. I'd like to believe government is a one, telling the story as choice. In much the same way general motors used...