I've written many times of how I ignore or avoid things that are important in favor of doing other things that are less important. Important tasks for customers often get put aside until they complain and even then longer. It's one of my most frustrating traits and despite being totally aware of...
failure

I over thought my enjoyment
The last four days were fun. I stayed hyper focused and got quite a bit accomplished. It felt good. I was getting things done that have needed attention for a while. Then my brain got in the way. The closer I got to completion the more I realized the truth. It won't...

Spontanious bursts of wisdom and reflection.
Whenever a meth user says anything like; I'm a daily user and look at me, I'm doing fine.... know that they may be doing fine, but with occasional, usually hidden sporadic outbreaks of wackadoo crazy. Myself included. It can take up to or over 15 of these before you...