I don’t know how I will solve it yet but I will. It’s what I do. Staying close to the ground that others may call rock bottom. Scrounging for solutions.
I used to boast occasionally about how good I was at doing nothing. I could do nothing better than anyone I know. Unfortunately it's much easier to do nothing when you have money coming in anyway and when you don't and someone else is paying the bills you have to battle with your want to do...
I don't really consider suicide very often as a serious option. I did today, but brushed it to the side. I finally life too fascinating to give up on. Too much curiosity about how things will turn out. I used to say the best non-religious reason for not committing suicide is curiosity and I still...
I've been spending a fair amount of time in my alternate uinverse with the high version of me. Â Orange Jeff. A younger, more handsome version of me (althyough I am not happy with the face yet) ... blah. Â I'm so depressed. And unhealthy. I want to write, but I'm...
