I have to chant this over and over. Don't stall till Friday. Today, at 8:31 a.m., I called the power company and pleaded with them to give me an extra week. Today was the last day before we got our disconnect notice and I still don't have any idea how I'll come up with the 1100 dollars needed to...
I procrastinate for all kinds of reasons. Different diagnoses come up with different reasons or justifications. ADHD explains it away and avoidance disorder explains it away. Sometimes it's just my overall fear of letting people down and being yelled at. Today I procrastinated for multiple reasons...
We have normality. I repeat, we have normality. Anything you still can't cope with is therefore your own problem.- Douglas AdamsI don't live a very normal life anyway and my psychiatrist and others have taught me not to even use the word normal. Everyone's different...
When the pandemic was not yet fully in lockdown, the company paying me a $600 a month contract concluded suddenly. My rent was $600 a month.In a panic, a couple from my past graciously offered me a bedroom in their home left vacant by their now college age son....
It's a Christmas miracle. On the eve of the fall of the second pillar of the structure of my life. As I am flooding my memory holosuite imagination with the dissapointment of those I let down fills me with a credit I have caused. I'm booking the internals before I...