Just as I’m preparing to move, life laughs at me
bed bugs
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The time between 3am and 6am
When I find myself awake and aware at 3am, it's usually clear I'll be up all night. Sometimes I can fall back asleep but these days it usually means I used some drugs too late or too often for sleep. At this point in the early morning, the effects of my Paxil have little effect, so I tend to start...

Falling asleep is harder now
There are winter bugs keeping me awake at night. Well, and the meth too. It's probably the meth now that I think about it. In fact, I'm not even sure there are bugs.

10pm and still awake
To be awake at 10:00 p.m. on a Friday is nothing significant for most of you I'm sure. However for me I've been up since 1:00 a.m. yesterday and I really wanted to sleep today. Or at least fall asleep tonight. A combination of the massive quantity of bugs in my bed...