I decided today would be a good day. I wasted my Monday, but there are things that need doing.

The sun beams through my window and I wake. Instead of pulling my hat over my eyes and rolling over for more sleep, I get up. I prepare a couple of fine lines for today. Both nostrils seem clear and ready.

I get some chocolate and a water from the fridge. I snort one and massage it as it passes into my brain. A few head shakes, a drink and a bite of chocolate follow. Then, I snort the second and wake up officially.

Wide awake

A few minutes later I feel no effects, but it’s clear I’m not going to lay back down and sleep any more today.

I am awake, but not really motivated in any special way to start work. I have very little to do, and it is just as easy to ignore whether I feel high or not.

I suspect I’ll figure it out and eventually find a way to transition into work. I really don’t have a lot to accomplish, and I know it’ll feel good to get one or two tasks done

It’s only 10am.

Once I start, I tend to stay in motion for a while.