Sleepy Thursday
I slept in this morning. Since then, I’ve been having a down day. Reflective. December moods for me, are when I watch the happy lives of friends, family, and consumers all seem to be happy. I look around my 12×12 room so filled with clutter, the floor is only visible in two spots. It is… Read More »

Sleepy Thursday

I slept in this morning. Since then, I’ve been having a down day. Reflective. December moods for me, are when I watch the happy lives of friends, family, and consumers all seem to be happy.

I look around my 12×12 room so filled with clutter, the floor is only visible in two spots. It is not the room of a happy, healthy man. I am passing my third December in a rut. A basic routine of virtually nothing.

It’s something I am content with on most days. I live here with no regrets along the way, but frustration that I don’t see a way out, so I stopped looking. Stopped trying.

Today is the 2022 version of this stagnation. I don’t know what to do. I do nothing. Then, every once in a while, I hope and blog.

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