I’m not really sure that my sleep issues are resolved. It does however appear that I may have found at least part of the problem. I still have constipation issues, and I’m still peeing more than I should but last night was particularly rough. I was only getting about 30 to 35 minutes of possible sleep. I’m not even certain of that because you fade in and out but getting up to pee every half hour is not conducive to a good sleep..
It occurred to me early in the morning that if I was using too much meth, I would be up all night. But if I was up all night for a few nights in a row I would be tired and possibly fall asleep in small spurts.
So today for the first time in a while, I’m not using any. I’m going to sleep as much as I can in between my three feeding tasks of the day. I still feel the need to drink a good quantity of water to keep my hydration up but that too may change after a day of not using a drug that dehydrates me. The two together may be an ideal solution. After a few more days, I might even start to shit better.
When I write this blog I feel like an idiot because in hindsight, of course that would be a part of the issue. It’s a dehydrating sleep deprivation drug and I’m not really even using it for its so-called benefits these days. It will be interesting to see if I can sleep a little longer between peas tonight. It would be amazing to get a few hours consecutive rest.
I slap myself in the face for being stupid and wish myself luck for the results to yield better health. I’m not sure what that means for my future use but this routine of feeding the animals four times a day has changed my day. I await the new day and hope it’s better.