Saturday – long naps

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I’m trying to extend the last tiny bit of the drug I have remaining. I started off using some of my brown burn surplus. It provides the exact same amount of white smoke upon exhale but didn’t give me any…

Saturday – long naps

I’m trying to extend the last tiny bit of the drug I have remaining. I started off using some of my brown burn surplus. It provides the exact same amount of white smoke upon exhale but didn’t give me any wake-up boost.

I rolled over and went back to sleep. I don’t have any chores on Saturday so I rolled over and went back to sleep a few times. I tried a bit more of the brown. I tried burning all the white gunk off the sides of the pipe stem. At 3pm I dumped everything that was in my container out and snorted it.

It wasn’t much but it had more kick than the stale smoking. I was awake at 4pm. I ate a frozen fudge bar. It helps with the throat feeling that follows a snort.

I turned the TV on for the first time this weekend. Maybe I should have just done without, and sleep. It’s hard. I feel the need for speed… Meth in this case. Even when I don’t get a sweet boost from it, I still want it.

I know I’ll go through an obsessive period where all I can think about is getting more. Lots more. Buying in bulk was cool as long as I don’t think about how short a time it lasted. Having the comfort of quantity is good and bad. I’m about to find out how hard giving it up may be.

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