I did more, and then more. The sleepy mood passed after a few more hits and I felt active enough to do some work. I updated a website, answered some mail and solved an issue for a client.
Now I have little to do and that sadness Wave hits me. I evaluate my life and still see no way out. No income to support myself living anywhere and no way to get to a job in this neighbourhood.
My landlord housemate is having emotional issues during lockdown too. He is also unemployed and having difficulty staying cooped up with me.
He plays music loud.
I stay in my room and try to avoid conflict.