Welcome to the Orange Shirt Blogs. A personal diary and gallery for OrangeJeff that I don’t share with everyone. It includes struggles with mental health, drug use, sexuality and life in general.

It’s gone.

It’s gone.

I snorted. I smoked. I boofed. It's all gone. I'm feeling a bit energetic but this month I did a lot of it and my tolerance obviously went up. It...

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Sadness Looms

Sadness Looms

I did more, and then more. The sleepy mood passed after a few more hits and I felt active enough to do some work. I updated a website, answered some...

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The final days

The final days

Monday I slept a lot. I might do the same today. The exhaustion period after stopping my meth use. I did a fat line of the final crystals and still...

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Blue Monday

Blue Monday

I slept well and had some cool dresms. I woke up a bit later and it was nice. I knew today would be my last day with meth for a while. I have one...

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Attention grab

Attention grab

Ever since I saw that perfect t-shirt that I now use as a logo for the orange shirt blogs, I've been adding bitmojis and other various things to the...

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Sunday Experiments

Sunday Experiments

I woke up at about 8:15am and decided today was a day to give some of the week's backlog of unfinished tasks the attention they needed. That lasted...

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Is it early or late?

Is it early or late?

I think 530am is morning. I'm not sure where evening ends but I'm guessing around 4. At 4am, you might still go to sleep and wake up on Sunday but...

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OrangeJeff Archive

OrangeJeff Archive

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Am I the same person

Am I the same person

People say drugs change you. Your whole personality changes because of addiction. I understand that statement, and a self evaluation is hard, but I...

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Recent Me

Recent Me

This blog acts as a backup of my own memories so I occasionally update my photos of me. Since I don't leave the house much, all I do is take...

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Still playing

Still playing

I'm going to try to start making videos and memes that are not related to my hard drug usage. It may not go as well as planned but it's an effort. I...

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What classifies as a Junkie?

What classifies as a Junkie?

I often evaluate my current situation and compare myself to the image I have in my mind as a typical drug user. I always think my image to the...

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Missing the sweet spot

Missing the sweet spot

One of the issues, or perhaps the main issue that I have with using methamphetamine to medicinally assist my attention deficit disorder, is the...

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Safe to fail

Safe to fail

It occured to me just now one reason I choose to do the projects that don't matter. This website has no viewers or followers, so nobody cares. It's...

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Slide Show

Slide Show

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1pm

1pm

I can't stop playing with my drug photos and videos. It's an addiction worse than the drugs that trigger it.

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Entertaing Myself

Entertaing Myself

I tried making some videos that were not druggated, and getting some photos that aren't videos as well. Useful in more places.

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I think it’s Friday morning

I think it’s Friday morning

Nope. It's Thursday. Friday's eve. I've been high this week and I can't decide if the week is going faster, or slower. I am getting about the same...

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The morning mental debate

The morning mental debate

Over the years I have created a number of different tricks to start my day better. I know what I need to do to wake up and start being productive....

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Checkpoint Failed

Checkpoint Failed

I slept well. I even had some dreams. When I woke up at 630am I had one of those glimpses into my life as a drug user. An evaluation checkpoint...

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Still awake Tuesday

Still awake Tuesday

I have four tasks on my agenda today and it's almost 11:00 a.m. I am very seriously considering trying to go back to sleep and handling those tasks...

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Oh high, it’s you.

Oh high, it’s you.

I did a lot more than usual this past weekend and enjoyed myself without regrets or incident. Unfortunately, the weekend ended Sunday and as of...

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4am Meth Meme

4am Meth Meme

When I smoke meth recreationally, I like to create. I try to make interesting videos of me blowing clouds. 

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The First Monday

The First Monday

I'm wrong. It is in fact already the second Monday of the year. I did not have a great night, but I do try my best to be productive on Mondays. it's...

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Blah blah blah Saturday

Blah blah blah Saturday

My self care routine is off. I'm very dehydrated and just water isn't enough.i kept taking the dehydrating drugs anyway, above the recommended daily...

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