The reactions I get from people when I say October is big dream month are varied.some people instantly agree and others are surprised, and need further details on why I would say that.
It really in a shame when people grow up 21without the ability to retain your dreams. I love most of my dreams and the vast majority are not harsh and negative. Today’s dream was relevant on a fresh way. I was struggling to get the AI employee to get the website design I needed to create. It wouldn’t and then loop over again.
It coincides with my AI web project that faces it’s evaluation today. A scary thought because it’s been way too long between her approvals and there is still on feature she has requested I feel not doing. A mirror of my dream, pointing out the frustration as if to nag me
Suddenly I wake up fast, realizing I had fallen asleep and an hour has passed. With great dream month I also now remember this transition also comes with harder mornings its a package deal, further enhances by the awkward timing of my morning wake up drug. It’s an extended ration weekend for my meth morning. I will use the very last of it today..
Probably before 7am because otherwise it’s back to sleep to continue the struggle of my web design dreams.
I’m not complaini g. It’s been a cool night and I have chocolate at least. October isn’t a sad month if I still have chocolate. Even orange flavoured bars to celebrate.
It’s time. Time to force my way into the Monday.
