I’m Orange Jeff, and this week, I made the concious desision to look for a life change in my second Universe. My alt.
Brain: “Darn, this was supposed to be a serious propsal .
Guilt interupts. STOP, I think I heard my roomate thumping. i must have been breathing to loud, and when i get excited, i hit thevspacebar hard and every one i have is loud. i have no idea if she hears me typing or moving around,but i have mideled my entire life not being the one to bother you. I feel your smile. It changes me. Equally I feel your irritation, frustraion, dissapointment and anger.
I can do anything when I’m with people. I like the Jeff that appears only in the presene of others. That Jeff lives in the Now and people like him. He doesnt get fumbled up in the worry that …
Starting over. I’m Orange Jeff and I believe I am fascinting, or at least… a nice friend;y guy. I am intellegent but not post secondary educated.
I have a story to tell, and I need to try this. I need a second person or 20 to be a fan. To think of it as a fun project.
I want to do a video blog every day for 1– days, as my Orange Jeff.
A short update with a few segments.
Note. i know myself quite well. i learned in mt 20s that my brain
crap. its requesting sleep. i was banging the spacebar again.
End of Part One.
I am simultaniously excited and terrified but I remember I’m the only one hoping every interaction will be perfect. I’ve shocked by how forgiving people are of adiquacy.
In my world, I am perfect.
The first share exposes a different story.
I fail a lot, but my wins are often priceless.
sleep. guilt. now my nose whistles. end of part 2 449am