I live vicariously in the lives of strangers online as if I could participate. I wish I could be a party person. I’ve tried many times but I’m too inexperienced and awkward. I say the wrong things. The reality is that the life I think I’m missing out on probably doesn’t exist anyway.
I secretly think almost everyone else is pretending to. All but a few are equally awkward.
The party people I fantasize about are living horrible lives too.
