I always found that statement offensive. It’s telling somebody you’re doing the absolute least amount of effort possible. If I could do nothing. I would have.
Around here, I tend to do the least I can. I stay in bed and get up once a day to refill my water and use the bathroom.
This week I have set a simple goal. Baby steps each day and by Friday, I hope to have the air conditioner running. The steps to get there are not particularly hard, but if I tried to do them all at once, I probably wouldn’t… So I do a little bit each day.
I’m hot. It’s 96° in my room as I write this. My hands are constantly moist, as are my clothes. It’s not a great place to exist.
My health has been a bit off, caused by dehydration and probably meth use if I’m honest. I don’t always eat or drink enough during a binge.
I was going to take today off, but that lasted till 2pm before I used the pipe… And then I used it again and again. It’s 6pm now and the plan is to stop but we’ll see how that goes. In this headspace, I feel a bit spun when I try to concentrate bit otherwise I just sit here watching tv in the heat.