My social media feeds these days are all filled with people talking about their ADHD symptoms. It’s trending to be autistic apparently which makes it all the more difficult for people who have known about this for years. Now when I complain about ADHD symptoms, people tend to think I’m jumping on a bandwagon or making excuses.
Today is a holiday Monday and tomorrow my electricity may be disconnected. There’s very little I can do about this today and I have to call the 8:30 a.m. tomorrow morning and plead my case without any money in my bank account. Today I should be scrambling and calling friends and government assistance and anyone I can think of to try and earn some money or borrow some money or get some charitable money. Asking for help is one of the hardest things for me and asking for money is one step above.
So instead of doing that, I nap. I can convince myself I’ll do it after a nap but when I wake up I’m in exactly the same position I am now and doing that thing is just as hard so I nap again consecutively.
There is a very good chance my electricity will be disconnected tomorrow. I should probably eat everything in the fridge between naps.