It is,but I had to look. My life is trying to sneak some changes into my routine. Some doubt between the highs has me wondering whether the side effects of my drug use are finally here, or at least nearing.

So then I smoke some more and the ignorant bliss replaces any worry. So I admit I have become somewhat dependant on the unawareness. Today I looked online to read I might have some dreadful sickness just because I noticed my fingers were wrinkled like they’d been underwater for a while.

I have lived a long life assuming the day would come when my wall of ignorance would break. My luck would run out and 30 years of drug use must eventually have consequences. But not today.

Another batch of worry tossed over the wall of tomorrow.