That could be any number of things of course. My whole life is pretty much doing the same things as closely as possible. Notices. Just teens no decisions
Sorry about that It seems having my teeth in really helps speech recognition.
The thing that I was referring to tonight is that thing where I smoke weed and start writing. At that thing again is that I’ve watched porn instead. Edging means it can go on a while. That’s part of what I wanted to write about tonight but I don’t think I’ll get to it. I’ve almost forgotten it already and I was just going to give you a point form.
I want to put effort in and actually write a nice piece I can share about what it’s like growing up and living a life without sexual thoughts or desires. It’s nearly impossible to comprehend how different the world is perceived when there is no desire.
At age 16, I was literally getting Playboy and reading the articles.
End of part 1