I’m not sure whether things like this are intentional or not, and I’m not sure how to react or what to do because I like to not be a bother and rock the boat. This is especially true right now because he’s decided to be angry with me this month. Little things will certainly poke the bear and set off another rage fest.
I didn’t think he was still baracading the back door, but I guess I was wrong. It’s 1020pm and I’m locked out. My option are to wake him and force his anger soon me or to sleep outside and probably still face his anger tomorrow.
I sent him a message earlier in the evening saying I wasn’t home but it certainly could have been clearer. I didn’t specifically ask him to leave the door open for me as I should have. He never tells me when he leaves and so I stopped telling him my coming and going details too, out of childish spite in a way. Tonight it backfired.
It’s a mild night and I could hang outside I suppose. It’s my first option.i have a chair and 100% phone battery. I could stay here all night without freezing. I probably won’t sleep but I won’t be too uncomfortable. Being without water may be the worst consequence. I have had very little today.
There is a 24 hour variety store nearby. I don’t feel like I need it yet.
This is a good example of making inconvenient life choices simply to avoid being yelled at. Most people would choose to wake him but most people would understand what happened and be reasonable. I am assuming, and fearing an end result I inconvenience myself to avoid.
I convince myself the adventure isn’t that bad.thevrats probably don’t come out and bit at my anckes at night. I don’t think racoons or possoms will be a problem. I don’t smell skunks around here much.
But then times moved slow. If I know I won’t sleep I have a lot of time to kill. I can play music or watch a show on my phone but in 3 hours or so, I’ll be wasting batter life and get worried.
I’m so stressed today because I missed my 395 final payment for internet disconnection. It will probably happen tomorrow while I’m away again. More yelling.
The silly thing is, I’ll be yelled at for waking him but almost certainly be yelled for being stupid and not waking him too.oh well. For now, I am content to enjoy the nature of the back yard. Night sounds and all.
I saw he was watching tv but didn’t check his phone so I could have sent some smart home nags like flashing his bedroom lights and tv on and off. I could even post a video to his tv… But I decided not to. I am regretting this because I have to return to the convention tomorrow morning feeling refreshed.
Oh well
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