Appreciating and envying at the same time. People living my dream of being entertaining online with an ease ten times greater than I could ever have imagined. Being funny on demand is harder than I need it to be. So I don’t try, much like the rest of my life.
Instead, I choose to post videos that people don’t want to like because it’s me doing a thing they’re not supposed to like. I make the choice easy for them. Don’t like this. It’s a bad thing.
That way, when they don’t like it, I don’t feel bad
Today is going to be a weird day.