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I day this as of 5pm on Tuesday. I will wake up and not do drugs tomorrow. I will be extra tired but I am extra tired today and I did drugs. My “job” consists of three 10 minutes feeding…

For the record.

I day this as of 5pm on Tuesday. I will wake up and not do drugs tomorrow. I will be extra tired but I am extra tired today and I did drugs.

My “job” consists of three 10 minutes feeding sessions and a more detailed pig session to end my day before 7pm.

The rest of the day, I am free to sleep. Maybe after a couple of days off it, my dehydration issues will normalize a bit and I may even sleep longer than an hour. That would be awesome.

All benefits. No downside, but it is a drug addiction. I’d love to be able to say tomorrow is the beginning of a new period of change for me. I want to believe I will not become agitated enough to give in. I do however remember the past and the number of times my brain has convinced me to use again.

But I’m blogging so you’ll know shortly after I do how successful tomorrow’s test is.

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