It’s been put off week after week. Sometimes because I forgot but today I just decided to follow the rules instead and share my food waste to be inspected, evaluated and handled in what ever manor he sees fit.
I am afraid. And flip flopping. It’s a pretty bad and smelly collection of expired food and it could easily lead to a loud lecture. This is the part the explosive people don’t realize. We build up defensive mechanisms, and quite often that means sneaking around trying not to get caught. A lie, or anything sneaky can break their trust and immediately they wonder what else I’m trying to get away with.
It is a suspicion that lingers. Possibly for the entire relationship. If I’m sneaking out garbage to avoid lectures, what else am I capable of.
I have not decided yet bit I’ll probably stall just long enough to miss the food waste green bin pickup and it will be resolved for me. At least until next week which is sneak out all my secret garbage week.