I like the idea of this video and I’m sad I will probably not get any fans commenting or even seeing it. I tell myself I do it for myself and that is true. I did enjoy the creative process but I also crave praise and recognition and there is nothing wrong with that.

My brain has many excuses for why I don’t even try to get that recognition. Fame requires work and a whole heap of mental challenges I’m happier avoiding.

I don’t want to be famous. I just want a few fans.