I’ve been sick, but invisibly sick. I have severe constipation that has gone on much longer than I should have let it. Last week there was a bit of a reprieve and I let a medium shit through the blockade.
I chose to ignore it again and now it’s probably been x days. Shame permits me to say x rather than the real count.
During the past weekend, I decided not to eat. This is aided by the fact that I have no cash to pay for food currently. Last night the routine was consistent. I sleep for one hour, then I wake suddenly, pee, and drink about 500ml of water. I fall back asleep and repeat surprising close to an hour each time.
Luckily this is long enough to reach REM sleep and have some kickass awesome dreams. More than most nights.
Some dreams spanned between sleeps and others were one offs .
I’m still sick and hungry but it was a fun sick. If I die today I guess I should have paid more attention.