Drama Monday

Today was a bad day. The third in a row.  If we’re counting,  my hosting company has let my customers down four times. Four overnight downs. 2 fir mail,  and twice for web but I only actually remember web once…

Today was a bad day. The third in a row.  If we’re counting,  my hosting company has let my customers down four times. Four overnight downs.
2 fir mail,  and twice for web but I only actually remember web once before.

In any case,  I’ve been caught using the same excuse twice, which was a stupid mistake. If you asked me my best skills ir talents, it would have to be, I don’t mind calming the beast that is sometimes

I stopped.  I don’t need a mental image of anger. I try my best to avoid it,  which this time was out ifcfear.

I admit I am not on my game. It no longer gives me pleasure to help and assist. My curtness has been an issue.  I am vulnerable and I tend to make promises as absolutes on things I have no control over.

In fear if reaction, I answer with optimistic time lines because I have faith in our world.

I set myself up to have to apologise over and over. Do I secretly like failing? That idea has been tallied about.

Ding.  Firsties. Tallied
Certsinty and confidence 65%

I have blown trust and crossed into insincere

If handled with confidence rather than stammering almost whiney apologies.

I did almost everything wrong with my two most loyal customers.

Its almost guilt sabotage. We need confident jeff to explain what I’ve done now.

Option. Hosting with greengeeks with a support contract with me.

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I have developed a nervous way of flipping my lips when I go to bed and take my dental work out. I now sleep half the night with teeth in to avoid it.

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I found a radio station that’s pretty cool to masturbate to. Frisky.

Found it playing in thevKeyhole club in Second life and now I have the app.  Rave beats ti justvstroke or dance to.

I once had a star sex to dubstep on weed and it was glorious