There are quite a few crazy things drug users do that seems foreign to those who are not. Rationalations and justifications and waking up at 230am on a much needed sleep day because it’s probably confession day so I wanted to be high far enough in advance to mask the smell.
So now I’m at at 3am with nothing to do but wallow on self pity about doing crazy shit.
And I’m close, but not totally out, so who knows what new reasons will appear. If I’ve resigned to the idea of coming out as a user then why can’t I be high?