When people on a diet want a piece of cake they declare a cheat day. There doesn’t seem to be any rule except that all rules are out the window. I’ve been setting very tiny goals for myself each day but today I didn’t get much done at all. It’s 4:00 p.m. now and I go feed the chickens for their evening meal in about 20 minutes and I just now sat up and started ticking off a few tasks on the computer so that I wouldn’t feel so bad.
Computer tasks are easier than actually doing things. There are quite a few things around here to do but every one of them seems like a daunting task when I imagine the number of steps involved for even the most basic one.
Perhaps the first step should be making that phone call, getting some therapy and personal support. I’ll put that on the list for tomorrow.