Celebrating the end of that time when I bought a lot and it lasted till today.

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I don’t actually want to look up when I bought. I would have find out I used an entire ounce in just one month I think I would be surprised and a little upset with myself. I take that back…

Celebrating the end of that time when I bought a lot and it lasted till today.

I don’t actually want to look up when I bought. I would have find out I used an entire ounce in just one month I think I would be surprised and a little upset with myself.

I take that back I don’t think it matters. It was an opportunity that came up and I took advantage of it and had a fun time for however long it lasted. It reminds me of when I got an inheritance and quickly spent it all enjoying a higher quality of life and sharing and buying my friends meals and entertainment.

I’ve always said if I was rich, I’d be poor. I’d just own more stuff.

I’m trying not to be concerned about the withdrawal that will come this week. I’m pretty sure I can keep it from being obvious for the brief moments at the end of the night that he and I interact. I’ll be asleep most likely.

I will say it has been a useful tool and I probably should have made the phone call to get some mental health support while I was in a mood to get things done. I don’t know if it will be harder or easier once I am without the boost of focus.

I really didn’t get anywhere near as much done as one might think. Meth is an unusual drug in that it affects different people different ways and the effects change over time and quantity. If you take enough, and you have attention deficit disorder, you tend to get bored and tired instead of amped and active. The same happens for me with cocaine. I can take it and fall asleep.

It’s 7:00 in the morning on Monday and I think I’ll wait till 7:30 because it’s not light yet and I’m sure the chickens won’t be out this early as the fall comes. Soon the door will be closed to the coop and the pig will be wrapped in a blanket (really). The weather is turning to winter.

I didn’t do much with the summer. Probably left the house less than 10 times.

I put a fair amount of energy into this blog, despite the fact that nobody seems to read it and it’s not something I should be proud of. I’ve been told that by a number of people that are disgusted at my attitude towards drugs and methamphetamine. I understand that fully because a lot of people take it and it destroys their life. I don’t take the time to explain it’s not the same for everyone because I agree that I shouldn’t be promoting it. Honestly I don’t think I am promoting it but I suppose it could be seen that way since I make a lot of videos online of me enjoying the clouds.

Maybe now I will switch to weed and my videos will be more acceptable to the mass market. I just don’t like weed as much.

Happy Monday.

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