Not Proof Read – 1st Draft

Meme Cops

Meme Cops

I woke up but didn't open my eyes yet. The dream I was having deserved more time, so I stayed in a not quite awake state to develop it more. It started in our high school library, where we were sitting down to eat lunch, the story is still incredibly detailed in my mind but I fear I'll lose it soon as I regain my daytime consciousness, so I'll...

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I popped my phone sex cherry

I popped my phone sex cherry

Yup. I thought I could journalize my story, but I;m not quite there Had a fantastic time in an alternate universe tonight, Halloween Saturday. I made several critical errors tonight I betrayed a loyal friend, again. I disrespoected him, although inadvertintly, due to chemical intoxication, but still. I feel like it;s maybe the third time, but he...

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My Sleep Day

My Sleep Day

It's a Friday. I woke up around 4pm for the 10th time.  Some amazingly cool dreams between my naps. If only I could write them down but my mind drifts when I try. Still, I'm flipping between the memories as I watch TV. I remember parts as I see reference triggers in the show. I was in the future in some dreams.  Neat stuff. The details of the...

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BBQ or is my house on fire?

BBQ or is my house on fire?

This just may be me or the environment I live in, but I'm sitting outside waiting for the pig to finish its after meal ritual and mosy back into the evening home where I cover it with a blanket, creating a literal pig in a blanket. Wrapped pork. I smell smoke. A fire perhaps, or the house burning down. At this point it's impossible to tell. I...

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Fair Weather Wifi

Fair Weather Wifi

I decided to do something about the backyard Wi-Fi today. Last week I discovered it wasn't working and that as soon as I left the back porch, my phone transferred to using my data plan. Since I rarely leave my house, my data plan is set very low and I was making videos in the backyard sometimes This particular hen likes to visit me. Last week it...

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Brothers and sisters

Brothers and sisters

I'm not officially allowed to talk a lot about the animals. However since this blog breaks lots of official rules, and I'd be in a huge trouble if it gets discovered by the house, I figure an occasional story is okay. It's fun watching animals with an adult analytic mind. They're not really my pets but they are under my care during the day and I...

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I can’t sleep forever.

I can’t sleep forever.

I have work to do. I smoked a bit of meth. I did my work. That's the story. I have enough pipe residue to repeat this a few more days as needed. I have no idea whether pipe white is as strong as a shard, but today it has been enough to get me up and working. I should have done it yesterday to keep the client happier, but my brain secretly tries...

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BBQ or is my house on fire?

Still awake. Still Wednesday

I'm a tiny bit worried about my drug supply running out this weekend or next week. You don't really realize how your mood is up because of the drug. It just feels right and when it's gone I'm going to have some hard times all alone with a schedule to keep. I suspect it won't be great and it happens during the absolute lowest cheque month of the...

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Fake Monday Morning.

Fake Monday Morning.

It's the Tuesday after labor Day, but for me it pretty much feels like a Monday because I slept through quite a bit yesterday and didn't have feed anybody but myself. This morning, I woke at 6:30 pleased with the amount of sleep I had received the night before. The start of the evening had me on a dream sequence I wasn't particularly happy with...

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Two AM re-evaluation.

Two AM re-evaluation.

I felt the sleepy wave of the 20mg edibles around 11 but the effects were not strong to keep me asleep. Too much meth just before bed. I'm not falling asleep in my hour increments. I'm just wake in one long consecutive period of attention and focus with no destination or goal. I must be high with no plan or audience for 3 or 5 more hours. It...

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BBQ or is my house on fire?

Month 2.

After a month handling the weekday feed routines, I keep changing things up slightly. I've been feeding the hens too much, and feeding the fish too little. I also have tried feeding the hens in two different locations and that doesn't work. Wherever I am last is where they're going to eat so I think over the past month of learning, I've been over...

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Productive-ish

Productive-ish

The "day off" Wednesday didn't fully turn out the way anyone expected but it was a reasonably productive day despite frequent interruptions. I should not have been surprised that my evening feeding chore had already been done. I wish I had known in advance. I might have taken transit into the downtown area as I've been wanting to, but I know I...

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And unfortunate first

And unfortunate first

Today was the first time the jetpack app on my Android phone failed me. I lost a reasonably long blog entry that I was particularly proud of. It was the beginning of a series and it was somewhat emotional. And then, in a click, it was all gone. I had attempted to add it to the clipboard But it was big and I'm impatient. While it was preparing the...

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Good Monday. Dull Monday

Good Monday. Dull Monday

I actually think I got some sleep although I'm not certain. It was a bit of some confusion but I know I definately did sleep today during a time when 3 calls came through. The boss was calling to tell me thew new way to do my job. So much for getting them used to a routine. He gets upset when I ignore his messages or calls. Ironic that the day...

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Happy Friday

Happy Friday

Wednesday of this week was my attempted tolerance break. Thursday was my attempt at cutting back slightly. Today is Friday and I really like to convince myself to leave the house so no tolerance break and no cut back. It's party Friday. I'm going to invite the rooster to prom. [video...

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Afternoon Feeding Conflict

Afternoon Feeding Conflict

I placed the majority portion of food in the elevated area near the door. Because, it had rained earlier, I had to reach to grab the main dish, flip it over and let the water out as everyone came running, eager for their dinner portions. I set my defence stick down and fed them. As I turned around, forgetting the stick the rooster lunged. It was...

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I do my best to not regret.

I do my best to not regret.

I had some wild dreams last night including what might be what people call a night terror. There was a lot of waking up yelling and screaming except I'm not really sure that wasn't self maintained within the dream. I remember very little Although it's nice to be dreaming rich dreams and remembering them again, when I sleep cycle is not really...

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Review of a good day

Review of a good day

It has been an effort to stay awake all day, and I had to argue with my own brain a few times. It offers up some excellent justifications for using, but I was able to get up long enough to feed everyone, have a nice 20 minute chat with the boss. The only person I upset was a customer. I had work that didn't get done. I had promised it for today....

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