A lot of things have not gone well today and I’m always fascinated by these kind of unrelated minor problems that seem to happen when I’m in a bad mood. I’ve always said; good things happen when you’re in a good mood and bad things happen when you’re in a bad mood.

I never really thought much about it beyond the quote. The universe just seems to work out that way and the understanding is beyond me. I have been thankful for it at times because if you’re in a bad mood, then at least more bad things happening isn’t spoiling a good mood. Hit me with them all on one day seems like a nice way to delivery ducky things.

I’m the case today, I was pretty much out of the medication I use to maintain a level of happiness. More accurately it holds back my depressive thoughts. When I’m out I tend to be more aware of the tiny obstacles that go wrong. They still happen but they don’t get noticed and accurate so even if three things frustrate me in my morning chore run, I might not be bothered by them.

Most recently today my security software decided to lock me out of this site, which potentially could be either a mild inconvenience or a major hassle. When I’m in a bad mood, I start off with the bad scenarios in my head and start to worry about how hard it might be. As it turns out, not hard at all.

Today I had the stress of doing hard supervised farm lumber work. It’s stressful to not fail or seem weak. Without the cdrigs that allow to feel confident and worry less. I did ok

I need a nap.