At some moment in almost everyone’s life, they might suddenly realize the word Breakfast is actually breaking the fast of not eating since the day before. I knew this of course but for some odd reason, I thought of people all over figuring that out at random times in their life… Or possibly never realizing it at all — until just now.
It’s fun for me to discover new knowledge at any moment in my life and I hope that never fades right up until the moment I discover what it’s like to feel like being dead.
What on odd 630am blog start. I had a good sleep, having forgone that option since Wednesday. I woke up around 5 and then at 6:15 immediately after. I stood up, took 4 slow and long inhales and exhales almost meditative, except supplemented with thick white clouds, ate an Orange chocolate bar, and started writing.
My days are so similar, but it feels good and I don’t mope and worry as much as I used to. I have less people and bills to juggle and keep satisfied or happy. Less risk of being yelled at by anyone other than the hungry cows or escape seeking chickens.
Don’t get me wrong. I still have the anxiety over my living situation and My family but it’s much less and I prefer to think about more interesting things like The word breakfast and learning about oneself via TikTok or Instagram.
I am less motivated because I have less things in my path to act as obstacles. I’ve been changing up my life every five or so years and I don’t know what my future holds here but on this day at this time, life is not so bad.
Joe Walsh has a song called life’s been Good so far. It is now playing in my otherwise rather quiet mind.
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