I want to cheat the system. I want to confess today, and not show it till after I’m caught or dead.  These last few weeks since Christmas have been a wild ride as I follow back on the wave of time,

Darn. It might not be a good writing night. I am giving in too much to my room mate. That courtroom is…

Yes.  I confess I know my writing might not make me famous but it absolutely won’t if I don’t share it.

Or read it.

Wouldn’t it be cool if orangejeff really was a genius, but he couldn’t tell the real world.

Dibg

Is toy story this story?

No.

Something is. That’s how bi Les should work. Like ‘s scgoo yearbooks. A year captured.

It is conceivable that people will start recording their lives more and more.  Images that might all be available in one place to the future. Video could one day recreate the past with hologram accuracy.

Confess.  Shot. No. Not yet. I admit this is where I should confess but it’s a line breaker and a bridge burner for sure.  It was an automated word I thought I could hold to.

I needed my universe to move faster again

I don’t regret it currently, while still under it’s spell, but it will be discovered one way or another soon. I might even be sick for a week again.

The next sport could be hard. I just don’t want jail or death.

I need to write the to do

330. I admit there is often a moment of regret or fear when doing drugs alone. Shame

I shovel it to the pile at the end of now

The complexity of trying to worry about being a real boy is overwhelming and always has been.

If I had a Chur h, my friends and peers would know. My community would help. If I had a church, I’d probably have a wife and kids by now.  Hmmmm…  I say probably a wife and cats.

I surf between pride and shame for all the big choices. The ones that break outside my universe to be shared and judged.  I usually decide no before either side raises voices.

…. Blank.

Looking at my documentary or book from the future, you might be the jeff that says he regrets the party year if 52. I hope not. That would be when somebody changes the story.

Ding.

QE have the capability to go back in time and kill Hitler right now.  It will take exactly 100 years.

Change the story.

Imsgine

Right now the idioms are happy

Be afraid of the day they’re not.

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Yeah. I’m going to be down. Or worse.

340 end of part 1.phone.

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