A personal rant against rage hating for hating sake. Resistance to change
Month: January 2026
I’m out. January edition
The repeating return of being out and restocking my current drug of choice, and chocolate.
ai Slop Collection
Short bits of mostly silly ai slop
Special Interests
The realization I’m autistic
I passed worry and fear weeks ago
It’s funny to think that there’s such a thing as bad math which would imply that there’s good meth and there is but it ain’t what I’ve got today
Remember the good but hold on to the bad
I get super excited building these tools and they are a major source of self pride because I think different.
I’m confused by so much
A blog found in my drafts from 5 months ago. I didn’t read it so this is not a summary
#proudworthy
I wrote most of the song today. I'm going to say I wrote a song today because the amount of assistance that I got was after the fact and it was just mainly to get the beats right so that the verses bounced and you could tap your finger to them. So a few words here and there were changed but it's my song and I'm very proud of it. For a brief moment it lets me dream of fame and success before I...
Sadness isn’t depression
I've been experiencing more short moments of unhappiness lately. There easily distracted from so they don't build into a full-on depression. There are certain things in my life that I know are not ideal and if I spend time thinking about them they would approach depression My antidepressant medication keeps that from happening for the most part but it doesn't get rid of the fact that those...
Accidental Meth Addiction Q&A
I cannot decide if this was a good reply or not, but meth says it’s a great example of meth addiction so I posted it feeling confident.
Decision Time. 2:34am
A 3am blog about what happens next. 4am, 5am. Are we set for a new music release, or work?
I listened to one of the early AI podcasts
A spontaneous life evaluation post. The kind I often have in January. Reflect on things I’m not planning on changing
The day in review
They should call it content new year. The world is to hard to expect a whole happy new year.
It’s subtle but it’s starting
New year’s Day recap at 930am