Orange Shirt Blogs

Orange Shirt Blogs

Warning: Heavy Drug use

Welcome to the Orange Shirt Blogs. A personal space that I don’t share with everyone. It includes honest blogging about my struggles with mental health, drug use, sexuality and life in general.

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How do people ask

The original title was how do people ask for help, but I shortened it because really I'm just as curious about any type of asking. My childhood taught me to not ask. More specifically, to not ask too many of the kind of questions and autistic child with ADHD tends to...

IT horror stories

There are a lot of things that could be considered horror stories for anyone who's using a computer. I was originally going to say for IT technicians but in truth the stories are even more horrific if you're not an experienced computer user. The most tragic one of...

Deep Research: Who is Jeff Goebel

Deep Research: Who is Jeff Goebel

I asked AI Who I am. Jeff Goebel: An Analysis of Online Identities and Digital Activities This report consolidates publicly available online information pertaining to Jeff Goebel, often known by his online aliases frogstar42 and OrangeJeff. The objective is to...

I live in a universe you can’t comprehend

I live in a universe you can’t comprehend

Each of us lives in a universe unique to ourselves, based on everything our individual senses started compiling from the moment of conception. What we believe about our universe is biased and narrow minded. We do not know what we do not know, but we fill in the gaps...

Day 3 sleepless insomnia

Day 3 sleepless insomnia

The itch is real and eventually I just give in. The stretch marks on my bflabby thighs are now ribbed for displeasure. There was a time when the scratching felt good. Now I strum my skin grooves and the relief doesn't come. It's 4am on a Monday and I'm going to start...

From blah to ahhh

From blah to ahhh

It's a wild day in the arena of spectator sports watching the USA turn into a dictatorship. Not everyone is noticing that you can't search for Democrat on Instagram but replican displays a lot. Not everyone noticed you can't log in to the Spanish Whitehouse site...

A valid baled (ballad)

I look at the title of this blog post and I think that can't be how they spell it. And I think of ballad I think of rock ballad and I had to make that sentence in order for the autocorrect to spell it correctly for me but now if I change it in the title this whole...

Who watches the watchers.

Who watches the watchers.

There is an episode in Star Trek The Next generation where the inhabitants of a planet mistakenly believe that Captain Picard is a god. Now that I think of it there are probably several episodes of Star Trek The Next generation where this happens and most likely a one...

Catching Cody

The AI Partner I finally figured out at age 61

New version of GPT The Power of Keeping the Story When everything feels like it’s falling apart, keeping the story means: Reframing the Chaos: The worst days become plot twists, adding depth to the narrative. Failure isn’t the end—it’s just a dramatic moment before...