Orange Shirt Blogs

Orange Shirt Blogs

Warning: Heavy Drug use

Welcome to the Orange Shirt Blogs. A personal space that I don’t share with everyone. It includes honest blogging about my struggles with mental health, drug use, sexuality and life in general.

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Mila ai chat

Mila ai chat

    08:00     hello     Hello, how's your day going so far?           it's going okay it's not a great looking day might rain a little later but plants do love that     Rain can be a welcome sight for plants, can't it? Especially after a dry spell. Does the forecast...

My chat GPT dream changed after I woke up

My chat GPT dream changed after I woke up

I went to pee at 4am and realized I had had a Vs Code dream. The is the programming tool I use with Chat GPT and other AI models to write my hobby suite of tools I've been blogging about now and then. I'm the dream, I had left the program open as I usually do, and the...

Not all AI is AI at all

Not all AI is AI at all

With any new technology there are a few things that happen consistently. One of the most common is that people don't like it. It doesn't really matter what it is as long as it's new and different, there are people who will hate it on that principle alone. There is no...

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It’s tomorrow and I’m hungry

It's almost 1am Sunday night and I'm out of food so I didn't have much today. Two plain bagels and four waffles with 1/3 of a chocolate bar. Around 11pm I started to feel itchy. Once you notice itchy it gets worse until you can distract yourself in some way. Often...

How do people ask

The original title was how do people ask for help, but I shortened it because really I'm just as curious about any type of asking. My childhood taught me to not ask. More specifically, to not ask too many of the kind of questions and autistic child with ADHD tends to...

IT horror stories

There are a lot of things that could be considered horror stories for anyone who's using a computer. I was originally going to say for IT technicians but in truth the stories are even more horrific if you're not an experienced computer user. The most tragic one of...

Avatar Pitchmen.

Avatar Pitchmen.

Hi Lisa why leg was supposed to be doing other work for my customer I took some much needed burnout break and played around with AI which is what I like to do on my own time but since it was technically his time I played around with AI for his website all of the test...

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I miss praise

There was quite a lot to get used to when I moved away from the big city where all my friends and restaurants and theaters were. I miss having lunches at least once a week with friends and especially pizza lunches back in the days before COVID when Pizza Hut actually...

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Cool Dream Bro

I woke up at 5:55am. The cat Chloe arrived almost immediately to walk on me for her morning affection, then left quickly. One dog started to bark. I think it is the yappy one we are birding for a repeat customer that vacations every spring. I remember it. Relentless...

Deep Research: Who is Jeff Goebel

Deep Research: Who is Jeff Goebel

I asked AI Who I am. Jeff Goebel: An Analysis of Online Identities and Digital Activities This report consolidates publicly available online information pertaining to Jeff Goebel, often known by his online aliases frogstar42 and OrangeJeff. The objective is to...

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My biggest weakness…

I am a paradox. I know my worth but I don't feel like I can ask for it. At this point in my career life, I don't do much. I don't have many customers left, but the remaining ones really do love me and are loyal and supportive. I still undercharge, and have the fear...

I live in a universe you can’t comprehend

I live in a universe you can’t comprehend

Each of us lives in a universe unique to ourselves, based on everything our individual senses started compiling from the moment of conception. What we believe about our universe is biased and narrow minded. We do not know what we do not know, but we fill in the gaps...

Day 3 sleepless insomnia

Day 3 sleepless insomnia

The itch is real and eventually I just give in. The stretch marks on my bflabby thighs are now ribbed for displeasure. There was a time when the scratching felt good. Now I strum my skin grooves and the relief doesn't come. It's 4am on a Monday and I'm going to start...

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Haha… Psych!

Ok... So today wasn't my first day without drugs. I mean my rations are extremely low, and much of what I smoked was more placebo white clouds but I do feel a slight bit more awake now than I did 5 minutes ago. My rubber chicken bong had a surprising amount of white...