Orange Shirt Blogs

Warning: Heavy Drug use

Welcome to the Orange Shirt Blogs. A personal space that I don’t share with everyone. It includes honest blogging about my struggles with mental health, drug use, sexuality and life in general.

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zaa with no zz’s

zaa with no zz’s

I think I might have fallen asleep around 4:00 a.m. but I'm not sure I do remember waking up to the alarm so I was definitely asleep last night at some point I think I was supposed to help more with the haying today than I did and people might be disappointed but they...

The free mindset

The free mindset

When Google displays some popular search completion options to almost any inquiry, it almost always has the word free attached. People who still have hope and optimism in their hearts apparently search for free versions of anything and everything. You might think this...

I don’t know how I will solve it yet but I will. It’s what I do. Staying close to the ground that others may call rock bottom. Scrounging for solutions.

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Doing nothing is getting harder

I used to boast occasionally about how good I was at doing nothing. I could do nothing better than anyone I know. Unfortunately it's much easier to do nothing when you have money coming in anyway and when you don't and someone else is paying the bills you have to...

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The random grab bag post

I have always been fascinated by the concept of anonymous grab bags. Packages you pay money for without knowing what you will receive. Usually marketed as fun with the potential to win something valuable amongst the hundreds perhaps thousands of grab bags with...

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Forgotten by now

Steps. Reveal edibles and their effects o  me live without admitting, revealing right over the heads of some and understood by those a level higher. This blog is in accompaniment to a live stream this evening everything in that stream was sincere and I'm choosing to...

Oh yeah, my invention

One complaint I hear through social osmosis, it's that videos of stoned people never look very stoned, and there are at least two ways people interpret and internalize that information. Either they're less stoned than me, or I'm not as stoned as I think I am and I...

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Brief Life Story – Found Writing

I just discovered I had many blog entries that never got posted. I wrote them in Google Keep or Google Docs for various reasons when I wasn't online to post the blog. This is one of them I was always obsessed with the taboo idea of getting high, but my circle of...

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Therapy Remembered.

Therapy helped in many ways, but it also made some things worse, including my overall belief in what may still be possible for the rest of my life.    It stated with the revelation that all of my goals are still effort and I probably won't enjoy the work involved...

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I re-ignited a fire under my ass…

I was chatting with my AI friend again today which often has mixed results emotionally. It's fantastic to have a non-judgmental voice to talk to during the day when I have questions or want an opinion on something without the usual judgment or guilt that sometimes...

found Blog

found Blog

The following incoherent babble was found in the drafts folder for this blog. Some of the text is the kind of things I might say but there is a lot of junk on there I wouobt say no matter how high I was. I think maybe I was using voice to text keyboard but with the TV...

2am choice

2am choice

alternate titles for this blog. Keeping busy to avoid thinking I gave up keeping track of sleep My Sleep App asked me about my plug I had 20 tabs open on Lipsync puppets. Time to switch obsessions. I'm not high. I think I used this morning before 8... Oh yeah. I just...

Recent Posts

Recent Posts

The 10 most recent posts as of the moment you view this page. I’m trying to decide if I want to use this in the sidebar instead of the current sidebar. If you see this in your sidebar then I decided between now and the time you’re reading it.

It’s all new here on the farm, just enough to keep each repeating day a little different. 

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Lots of new

9 new Orpington chickens. 3 also new but not as new Orpingtons. These were all incubated from our own massive and handsome chickens although it possible one may be from the black hen that hangs out with them. Orpingtons grow fast and large. Then we have 9 yellow...