Orange Shirt Blogs

Orange Shirt Blogs

Warning: Heavy Drug use

Welcome to the Orange Shirt Blogs. A personal space that I don’t share with everyone. It includes honest blogging about my struggles with mental health, drug use, sexuality and life in general.

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I live in a universe you can’t comprehend

I live in a universe you can’t comprehend

Each of us lives in a universe unique to ourselves, based on everything our individual senses started compiling from the moment of conception. What we believe about our universe is biased and narrow minded. We do not know what we do not know, but we fill in the gaps...

Day 3 sleepless insomnia

Day 3 sleepless insomnia

The itch is real and eventually I just give in. The stretch marks on my bflabby thighs are now ribbed for displeasure. There was a time when the scratching felt good. Now I strum my skin grooves and the relief doesn't come. It's 4am on a Monday and I'm going to start...

From blah to ahhh

From blah to ahhh

It's a wild day in the arena of spectator sports watching the USA turn into a dictatorship. Not everyone is noticing that you can't search for Democrat on Instagram but replican displays a lot. Not everyone noticed you can't log in to the Spanish Whitehouse site...

A valid baled (ballad)

I look at the title of this blog post and I think that can't be how they spell it. And I think of ballad I think of rock ballad and I had to make that sentence in order for the autocorrect to spell it correctly for me but now if I change it in the title this whole...

Catching Cody

The AI Partner I finally figured out at age 61

New version of GPT The Power of Keeping the Story When everything feels like it’s falling apart, keeping the story means: Reframing the Chaos: The worst days become plot twists, adding depth to the narrative. Failure isn’t the end—it’s just a dramatic moment before...

Blog hope

Blog hope

I'd hate to lose my blog. Over 3000 facts and fantasies from my life. My struggles with autism, ADHD, relationships, asexuality and drug use. This year TikTok has been busy labeling all sorts of things I thought were unique to me, RSD and other acronyms. Rejection...

Update Testing my mood

Update Testing my mood

Two bad things happened this week to test my tolerance for personal tech disasters. My orange shirt blogs has over 3000 posts and videos. I lost it all this week because of my own habit of doing without thinking. I have A backup but it is so gigantic it's taking...

Thoughts were not filtered today.

Thoughts were not filtered today.

I have been pretty successful at staying off the negative thoughts that usually force me to quit projects or give up before I even start. I have been enjoying the programming hobby I took up a little over a month ago. It has consumed most of my free time.. Today, I...

Storytime

Storytime

Gather around boys and girls while I tell you a story from the distant past when people used to have phones attached to the wall in their homes and little tiny boxes somewhere else in the house that answered the phone for you and recorded messages on a horrible...

Hey Bale!

Hey Bale!

Two days in a row playing this seasons Hay Bale Jenga. That tension packed game show loosely based on the game Jenga against the advice by our fictional lawyers. I try to remove a bale of hay without disturbing the others. I did it yesterday on the season premise...

The rock rolled  back over me. again

The rock rolled back over me. again

I'm trying my best not till let this latest devastating news crushed my dreams forever. I feel like Sisyphus rolling the giant stone up the side of the mountain every day and having it roll back down was a lifestyle I had become accustomed to but in the past few weeks...

Saturday Night Asleep

Saturday Night Asleep

I don't think that Saturday Night Live would be live on Thanksgiving weekend. It seems like that would be very unfair so I'm not worried that in half an hour it will start and by then I will have forgotten and I will miss it. Even though my alarm goes off with an hour...

Check in

Check in

My mind tends to go to dark scenarios pretty quickly, but I have learned they're not real and my recovery time is much faster these days. I might immediately be triggered by something that means something to me but I no longer assume it means the same thing to others....

Less than excited. No wins

Less than excited. No wins

I've been having a lot of fun using Chat GPT to program some tools for me that I envision being able to share in the future and resolve problems that don't have tools currently. That sentence stuff and sound right. In any case it's been a lot of fun because it's been...