The most recent non-drug related text and video posts
I tell the camel I’m sorry
More deep thoughts separation anxiety
Weed or Flower. Farming resentment
A life realiztion I will ignore and move on without further though. Thinking brings sadness I prefer to ignore,
Today in time travel news
A fictional story combined the daydreams of being rich and having a time machine.
Short Video
I don’t like divi 5
I hate saying I hate something, but dislike isn’t strong enough.
Morning, again.
Another morning realization stall post
Walk and think
Sigh
I wish I could keep trying and failing
I want to be fucked more than anything, but the terror I experience projecting my failure spoils the mood through seven stages of grief.
Mid June update
No drugs. Good memories.
Maybe it’s fixed
We’re back baby!
Another Vegas dream… Almost
Not Vegas. Not CES
The dream that was a movie I was watching in a dream
One of the coolest dreams I’ve had in a long time
Week two. Burnt buzzes
Taking a break but not quitting.
Three Dreams
Dream recap at 7am
Another day outside Paradise
Recap of my horrid morning.
More sadness posts
A horrid hungry morning
And then everything changed
That time my house guests may have stolen from me and even if they didn’t I’m being blamed for it anyway
Wow. Two masking dudes
A brain to gboard unedited script here, but if luck hits it right a different version will magically start an income for something I want to give away
Strange Promotion
What compromise comes with fame
Whisper Flo Review
Testing a voice activated text editor thingy
dream confusion
Dream universe… Or not
Blog morning -Stress Wednesday
I hate that I do this.
Holiday Monday Amped Am
I am super amped up this morning believing this blog is great.
Offline ramble. Distractions and Excuses
Why I don’t like to finish what I’ve started.
I wish I knew more, but I do. Perspective
A quick unintended ramble about being secretly smarter than you.
I admit it. I’m brain blocked
I distraction blog written when I’m supposed to be doing something else about distractions when I’m supposed to be doing something else.
When the meds aren’t working
The circle of dehydrated solid bulky poo.
My fantasy. Who, me?
I just got a reply on Reddit to an attempt at flirting that made me remember how bad I am at flirting
My flirty truth
An attempted describing why I suck at phone sex
A funny thing happened on the way to this blog
A personal rant against rage hating for hating sake. Resistance to change
Dream Timelines
A dream flashback fills in a backstory as needed. Cool effect
Staircase thoughts and life changes
A blog post about my move to BC that was supposed to be about basement apartments
Special Interests
The realization I’m autistic
Remember the good but hold on to the bad
I get super excited building these tools and they are a major source of self pride because I think different.

























































