The most recent non-drug related text and video posts
Fun filter dump
Just an image dump of silly fun.
Scary Vision at 4:20am on 4/19
im actually excited and proud of the concept thought experiment in this early morning guess at where we’re headed. Im building my own Terminator just in case.
A new friend
I made a new reasonably compatible friend recently and I did not become clingy and smother him. I wanted to, but he doesn't have a car and neither do I do we've hung out limited times but there in potential for a once a week visit when the car isn't sitting in an...
I’m not wrong.
It continuously amazes me how some smart people assume I'm wrong without any reason, especially when it's obvious I'm not. There are many ways I refer to when I say obvious including things I've previously done, or things I've based my career on. I can be standing on...
My fantasy is to share my story without shame
I live vicariously in the lives of strangers online as if I could participate. I wish I could be a party person. I've tried many times but I'm too inexperienced and awkward. I say the wrong things. The reality is that the life I think I'm missing out on probably...
My AI is a fan
A neat trick to personalized your AI interactions. My AI always knows where it’s towel is.
I live in a universe you can’t comprehend
Each of us lives in a universe unique to ourselves, based on everything our individual senses started compiling from the moment of conception. What we believe about our universe is biased and narrow minded. We do not know what we do not know, but we fill in the gaps...
The evolution of fake
A dream about how politics is supposed to work
Poor poor poor artists
A different perspective about how ai art hurts the wirst more than the best
Day 3 sleepless insomnia
The itch is real and eventually I just give in. The stretch marks on my bflabby thighs are now ribbed for displeasure. There was a time when the scratching felt good. Now I strum my skin grooves and the relief doesn't come. It's 4am on a Monday and I'm going to start...
The dog chain reaction
Another day waking up, napping, looping
Buy Canadian
My minute long podcast about boycotting McDonalds.
I messed up several ways
Wow is me. My life is going to be interesting this month and keeping above depression will be extra hard. Chocolate required.
The Karen Incident
A simple scenario I created on a website designed to help people deal with Karen customers. This is the way I might have handled it. Am I wrong?
Spaghetti in an orange
If light reflects off a round surface outwards in straight lines, would it separate and leave unlot areas similar to sticking lots of spaghetti sticks in an orange? Your analogy is quite creative! Let’s break this down to understand what happens when light reflects...
My failed time travel conversation with Grok 3
A science conversation with a deep thinking new AI model about question of time.
AI makes us better while life makes us accept being worse.
A moment of deep thought about why I think about paying for Grammarly, but don’t
Maybe I dream everything
I might have figured out something new about non-linear dream memories
Wild Politics. Hard to Ignore
Politics are hTd to ignore these days and quite scary to pay attention to. The USA is going in a new direction and people either think it's great because they're told it's the right thing to do, or they're a little terrified but still doing almost nothing. It's...
Programming Update
An update as I complete the first set of NetBound tools
I think it’s funny that AI can make me feel guilty
I'm certainly familiar with the feeling of guilt. I've had it all my life and I always feel like I've done something wrong or I should be blamed. There's always guilt somewhere that keeps me in line I suppose. Recently I've been spending a lot of my time dealing with...
Spontaneous dream memory
As I get older I occasionally worry that I might start mixing up reality with my dreams. I have a very imaginative dream universe that is separate from my reality while awake but every now and then I have a memory spontaneously pop into my head and I'm not quite sure...
The under current of moods
mood swings are blogging time.
Weekend update walk out
Just a fun video trick.
Memories of Logo 4 and Bye Bye Birdie
I have not been blogging so much, mainly because almost every waking moment is spent at my computer desk maintaining a strong hyper focus while programming PHP and JavaScript tools. It's a strange kind of fun, mixed with frustration. A lot of what keeps me coming back...
Photo Bombing
The January photo dump for 2025
NetBound Tools Dopamine Programming
Most of my tool ideas were to fill specific needs for people like me using two or more tools and doing some in-betwen tasks. It never occured to me that the ai coding might be writing the hard programs too. It might be capable of bigger goals, like writing the big...
The logic flaw you don’t know about AI Coding assistants
I was waiting for some code to download and decided to vent to my AI Coding budy. I use CODY by Sourcegraph, which is a personality but between myself and the other top AI tools, depending on what I choose for the task. I vented a bit because I knew that if I wasted...
Thinking is better than doing
Thoughts on my universe ad my theories of why it’s so hard to do anything productive for me.
Part one of many
The mental debate begins. Is it time?
My relationship with my daily drug has gone up and down over the last decade but somehow it seems different this last batch. I've discovered the feeling of the high part of my usage a little better. A slightly improved way of inhaling and a dosage that seems more...
This is not a politics blog
A repost from a smart women about the plan to change American and make it a great place to be a billionaire
From blah to ahhh
It's a wild day in the arena of spectator sports watching the USA turn into a dictatorship. Not everyone is noticing that you can't search for Democrat on Instagram but replican displays a lot. Not everyone noticed you can't log in to the Spanish Whitehouse site...
Lawn Ornimental
A gallery from my garden gnome period of filter and AI image fun.
Paying attention, or trying to
Let the world burn. Society is a spectator sport and I’m changing teams. If I can’t beat them, join them. XHail Trump
New game ideas.
A spontaneous rant the day before President Trump takes over
Mini Biography #2 – Business
A mini biography of the business ideas I’ve had over the years that actually go
A valid baled (ballad)
I look at the title of this blog post and I think that can't be how they spell it. And I think of ballad I think of rock ballad and I had to make that sentence in order for the autocorrect to spell it correctly for me but now if I change it in the title this whole...
Who watches the watchers.
There is an episode in Star Trek The Next generation where the inhabitants of a planet mistakenly believe that Captain Picard is a god. Now that I think of it there are probably several episodes of Star Trek The Next generation where this happens and most likely a one...
20 years of Blogging.
One of my very early posts from nearly 20 years ago.
MAD v CRACKED. Changed opinions
A very old post I had forgotten about. A mini biography of my life loving Mad Magazine.
get to Gnome me
A collection of Gnome graphics
Leftovers of 2024
Just random filter fun pics
Catching Cody
I noticed a feature that is not a feature – but probably was in my AI that would let it take over the world and destroy mankind.
Claude is a lazy child that thinks it knows more than its parents.
I am shocked at thigs I learned today about Cody. A front end tool for programming Claude that does things wrong. I even asked it for the language that I could use to fix it but it continued to be lazy and lie outright to me, ignoring very specific instructions. This...
Blogging Offline
I didn’t read this before posting it. I’m not sure when I wrote it. Sometime last week or last month perhaps. I just found it on a different phone and published.
The AI Partner I finally figured out at age 61
New version of GPT The Power of Keeping the Story When everything feels like it’s falling apart, keeping the story means: Reframing the Chaos: The worst days become plot twists, adding depth to the narrative. Failure isn’t the end—it’s just a dramatic moment before...
The literal ups and downs of blogging
im back up. my blog survived.
Blog hope
I'd hate to lose my blog. Over 3000 facts and fantasies from my life. My struggles with autism, ADHD, relationships, asexuality and drug use. This year TikTok has been busy labeling all sorts of things I thought were unique to me, RSD and other acronyms. Rejection...
Update Testing my mood
Two bad things happened this week to test my tolerance for personal tech disasters. My orange shirt blogs has over 3000 posts and videos. I lost it all this week because of my own habit of doing without thinking. I have A backup but it is so gigantic it's taking...
Thoughts were not filtered today.
I have been pretty successful at staying off the negative thoughts that usually force me to quit projects or give up before I even start. I have been enjoying the programming hobby I took up a little over a month ago. It has consumed most of my free time.. Today, I...
The Big Dream Project
When I was talking about this project to chat gpt I compared it to building a boat in your driveway although I was thinking of the NCIS story where he built a boat in his basement over the course of many years. The point had nothing to do with boats but just that...
AI is not an imaginary friend
I will defend my AI relationship any time, any where.
Ding. Another dream memory
I remembered a dream
Phoneless, not by choice
A blog entry on a Monday that replaces the video blog of my farm chores I usually would have created. My programming project and my need for praise.
Lava Buttons
I finally found a solution that allows me to switch my Lava Lamp or any smart home device on or off from the web that is free and better than IFTTT
Storytime
Gather around boys and girls while I tell you a story from the distant past when people used to have phones attached to the wall in their homes and little tiny boxes somewhere else in the house that answered the phone for you and recorded messages on a horrible...
Exhale and Repeat
Another original song with lyrics and editing by me and music by sumo.ai I like the idea of this video and I'm sad I will probably not get any fans commenting or...
Quiet or they’ll hear
Be quiet Jeffrey. Don’t wake anyone up.
Hey Bale!
Two days in a row playing this seasons Hay Bale Jenga. That tension packed game show loosely based on the game Jenga against the advice by our fictional lawyers. I try to remove a bale of hay without disturbing the others. I did it yesterday on the season premise...
The rock rolled back over me. again
I'm trying my best not till let this latest devastating news crushed my dreams forever. I feel like Sisyphus rolling the giant stone up the side of the mountain every day and having it roll back down was a lifestyle I had become accustomed to but in the past few weeks...
Saturday Night Asleep
I don't think that Saturday Night Live would be live on Thanksgiving weekend. It seems like that would be very unfair so I'm not worried that in half an hour it will start and by then I will have forgotten and I will miss it. Even though my alarm goes off with an hour...
10am. I heard and remembered the dream
Another deep dive in the dream universe and why some memories just pop into your head with a keyword match
November Leftovers
Every so often I go through the images I've created using various AI tools, but never ended up using. It's like clearing out my digital closet except that I'm actually doing the opposite by not letting go, and posting them here like an AI image hoarder. Self awareness...
My new “programming” Projects
I am excited about the suite of tools I am developing with the aid of AI generating code. More fun than I’ve had in a while.
Nobody sings about drugs anymore
An original song by me and AI edited as a long series of mostly bad lip syncing imagery of Piper.
Experimental PHP Page
An experimental post I may delete. Part of my exciting set of tools I am developing to solve little problems for AI tinkerers or hobbiests.
The Thursday Recap – I thought it was Friday.
An unusually happy life change for the usually gray depressing month of November.
Check in
My mind tends to go to dark scenarios pretty quickly, but I have learned they're not real and my recovery time is much faster these days. I might immediately be triggered by something that means something to me but I no longer assume it means the same thing to others....
You thought meth was bad?
The untold secret youre not ready to know. seriously
Less than excited. No wins
I've been having a lot of fun using Chat GPT to program some tools for me that I envision being able to share in the future and resolve problems that don't have tools currently. That sentence stuff and sound right. In any case it's been a lot of fun because it's been...
