The most recent non-drug related text and video posts
Getting my health card
I got nothing done today except this blog
Never best of friends
A sad refection caused by a message telling I wasn’t a friend.
I don’t have a fantasy
One of the things that I want to blog about so frequently but never do is the idea of a sexual fantasy, because being asexual isn't any fun. Every day, I am exposed to bots and humans talking about sex and having sex, and "Do you want to have sex?" and sending nudes....
August notice
I’ve always hated it when it’s been sweaty. I just didn’t notice it quite as much until I move to a city that isn’t
I really hate being crazy sometimes
Progress is slow
First day good, second day fail
To be fair, it's just 9:30 in the morning on the second day, so it's not really a technical fail at this point. I'm calling it early because that's what I do. I predict my own failures, and then I blog about them until I feel better. Yesterday was a Wednesday, a few...
Taste of Danforth
It's been about seven years since I've been to a street festival. There may have been one in between there somewhere before I left for BC, but none of them have been quite as significant as the Taste of the Danforth for me. Although I'm alone, I'm having fun just...
Dollar Tree
I finally felt a little better today. We turned on the air conditioner, and that made a world of difference because it was just so hot that my shirt would be ring-ably moist. Feeling motivated to work was just not happening. I'm still a little bit down that I don't...
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Self sabotage
Depression regression
Avoiding depression
A sadness post I will acknowledge then ignore
Moist
Random bus blog thoughts
I am a hermit crab
More self doubt and not quite admitting to depression.
Friday recap. Long month
New months eve. Week two in a new bedroom
Subway blogger
A brief recap of the last four places I have lived rent-free thanks to the kindness of people who eventually realized it was a mistake
Tears on the keyboard
I forget this post
First dream since the move
A scary guilt dream. Bad Jeff.
Where is my doggie biscuit?
I did a thing. I left the house and walked to Coxwell and got some lunch food that will last till dinner and breakfast food on my time delay way to getting money in my bank account. I still have mixed feelings about the home I left and how I was really rushed out much...
Too soon to evaluate
A mental recap of life without chickens in a new home
Going away soon… Underestimated.
One of the last messages from this time zone.
I tell the camel I’m sorry
More deep thoughts separation anxiety
Weed or Flower. Farming resentment
A life realiztion I will ignore and move on without further though. Thinking brings sadness I prefer to ignore,
Wham. I’m trying not to be offended
I will Miss the cat more than the humans
Conflicting Vibe
My take on why I feel OK with letting AI create for me
Another me
stuff n such. Images created for future blog narrations
Random leftovers
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The Battle of beliefs
Farm fails in the eyes of the observer helps explain why I’m not good at my job. When they start doing it themselves rather than ask, it’s time to move on.
Tuesday transitions to Wednesday
As my mood shifts constantly, I’ll probably be blogging a fair amount over the next few days, even if I’m not saying much.
My Jeff Talk
My view on life and why it’s turned to shit
Second Monday
Feeling refreshed and nostalgic, I declare this Tuesday an unofficial Monday.
Who stole my carpet?
A mini check up of life as one chapter ends and a new one begins.
The Blog Evolves (on bad days)
It works – or at least it did when I wrote this.
Projects I am secretly avoiding completion
Quick list of unfinished ideas I am afraid to release
Half way point
This blog isn’t what it started out being, which is ironically almost making the point I needed to.
My AI is a teenager
argh
Literally an emergency
A commentary I turned into a talk nobody asked for.
Today in time travel news
A fictional story combined the daydreams of being rich and having a time machine.
Boardwalk Artist Redux
The July photo dump. Filter fin
Short and rejected
Big scary change
Life’s change. I fear it will be worse than my now, and I usually try for a better tomorrow.
Short Video
The enshitification of media
YouTube and other video platforms don’t care about viewers. The priority to content creation and monitization.
Long form Videos
A deep morning though on consumption vs creation
I don’t like divi 5
I hate saying I hate something, but dislike isn’t strong enough.
Morning, again.
Another morning realization stall post
Cards Against Orange
A game invented by a company that allowed me to recreate it online without getting in trouble, so I did.
Everything is the same thing
SATURDAY
BLAH DAY RECAP
Changing a standard
Testing the new keyboard from Microsoft called Swiftkey instead of my usual gboard
Wishing I was a real boy
A couple of times today I found myself wondering which magical wish granted Piniocio used to become a real boy. The second time was as I drove past a destination the third time stressing over going inside. It was the main reason I borrowed the car today. I wanted to...
Walk and think
Sigh
TO ME? WHAT’S MY FANTASY?
I keep trying. nothing seems right.
There are so many weird things going on in my life this week that I've no
Not an exciting overnight
I worked quite a bit from morning to night, but not on anything that I was supposed to be doing for my customer but I'm waiting a long time. It has always been my way to follow the dopamine as they say and start new exciting tasks instead of finishing the old ones....
The evolution of social interaction
1. Almost everyone you know goes to the same school as you, and that creates many different ways of forced interaction. The social training period. Observe, interact, review, adjust, repeat. During this time we get to work on who we want to be and find out who we are...
I wish I could keep trying and failing
I want to be fucked more than anything, but the terror I experience projecting my failure spoils the mood through seven stages of grief.
I have tried something many, many times over the last few years, but never with success. Tonight I've even tried three times already, and just now is the first time I actually type something into this post. First of all, you should know that I was clean of drugs for...
toss it over the wall
Majour breakthrough about why evelution happened.
Mid June update
No drugs. Good memories.
Maybe it’s fixed
We’re back baby!
Where in the world is Orange Jeff?
A brief life/blog update for a stranger that took the time to request one..
Somebody Cares
Cruel timing in my universe
The money system design.
Things I might get angry about
Mainly, my insecurity hates when I get things wrong, so I tend to ask questions and not do things unless I am clear it's what you want. From my side it's avoiding my prime goal in every moment is to avoid being yelled at. When everything moves slowly because of...
Blank thinking
It's been a while since I blogged and I didn't really nnotice it until just this moment when I wasn't thinking of anything. That's not entirely true since I seldom I'm not thinking of anything but lately had been playing jingles in my brain over and over and over...
New Slop Tool
Another Vegas dream… Almost
Not Vegas. Not CES
Just woke up
The dream that was a movie I was watching in a dream
One of the coolest dreams I’ve had in a long time