Orange Shirt Blogs

Warning: Heavy Drug use

Welcome to the Orange Shirt Blogs. A personal space that I don’t share with everyone. It includes honest blogging about my struggles with mental health, drug use, sexuality and life in general.

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Fake me and Piper

Fake me and Piper

I was trying any image creation tool I could find hoping to get a reasonable image of Piper and I sitting on a bench. These are some of tonight's trials

Yours for $80 today.

Yours for $80 today.

I clicked on a link for an ad because it seemed interesting. Experience has taught me that I won't get anything of any value until they tell me what the price is and they probably won't tell me what the price is until I've gone through all the exciting adventures of...

I can’t decide: Sad or Worried

Addiction Leverage

The idea of getting found out as a drug user living in a house owned by non-drug users is a constant fear. It's not so bad where I live now and my sister is currently aware although probably not fully aware of the amount of meth i smoke on a daily basis. I don't know...

I can’t decide: Sad or Worried

I think I don’t remember

I haven't been blogging as much the past few weeks and I haven't really noticed it or thought about it much. It was my intention to keep it up and do it daily but not much is happening in my life these days. From start to finish, it's pretty much the same day...

Daily Cow and Chicken Video Archive

My day spent

Well it's 10:30 and I am appropriately tired. The last couple of days I haven't gotten to sleep till 1:00 a.m. but maybe that will be different tonight. It will certainly be different over the next few days since tomorrow morning I will use the last of my magical...

I can’t decide: Sad or Worried

Double Duty. oh no

I was editing a video and checking my social media just now, as I do most mornings after the morning farm chores. Suddenly, I made an important and potentially horrible discovery. I woke up, realizing that I'd been asleep and dreaming for an hour. My dreams were of...

I can’t decide: Sad or Worried

Officially a grumpy old man

In the past I would have answered differently. Today after waking up to the sound of barking dogs I open my email and one of my customers was asking about an email they received from Microsoft insisting they respond and accept the new terms of agreement.  Younger me...

I can’t decide: Sad or Worried

12 hour energy drink

It's 230am and I'm struggling to sleep.at around 130 this past afternoon I looked inside and old pill bottle that I must have used at some point to transport, so it had a sweet little white crystal ring of chunky dust around the bottom. I was pleased to sample some...

October Dreams

October Dreams

I love October dream season. The weather changes and my dreams become more vivid and exciting. Here in the mountains 800 m above sea level those October dreams seem to come in August. The last few nights I've had amazing multi-story large cast script type dreams. They...

Fear I’m not perfect for the photoshoot

Fear I’m not perfect for the photoshoot

I really had an exciting flood of new ideas come to me in the early moments of weed edible effects. I didn't even notice them at first but I did start coming up with new ideas and tangents to one continuous stream of consciousness which I chose to verbalize. I talked...