I got distracted by many shiny things on my way to enter tonight's blog. I'm hopped up on 2 caps of new molly, a tiny bit of the THC extract I found in some old dab pens sitting around... and of course, my usual. I've wavered in my dedication because it's getting closer to reality. The closer it...
My mind fluctuates between happiness and terror now that I'm blogging in a Universe that I recently shared with people I know. It's always been much scarier sharing with people I know. It's one thing to read about a person's troubles on screen, and form your version of the story in your head, but...
 I wasn't going to do it but I did. It's usually the reverse. There was a reluctance tonight about blogging, for a number of reasons. I've been stressing in my head over one of those rash decisions I sometimes make, right out if the orange. Why orange? It occurs to me...
Pausenblogging, Sunday Night review of Saturday Night Live. One toke. This will be written at certain points of the show as I pause and Blog. I watch the credits and wonder what the longest show opening is. SNL seems longer than an entire Simpsons cartoon opening...
My first time trying distraction-free writing in Wordpress. I am surprised it's not full screen... it's a popup that is actually quite distracting because of the DIVI interface behind shows in the corners with blue and green and purp[le squares....
Things always change when the THC hits. I had to turn off Deception for being to complex and/or emotional. Luvkily I have another cheap sitcom to watch. Now suddenly I'm sleepy. Are you kidding? I wason a fair portion of stay awake till Thursday night drugs and one...
I love that title because it relates to two totally unrelated, yet both can be used to help describe my problem. I'm going to say right here if you are spiralling out of control downward...
I had a recnt Religious fight. Not really a fight. A comment attacked, and then they ran away. Too bad. THe Bible was probably less about lessons and more about communal analogies. I did a really nice video tonight 10pm. If I watched it I could...
I did a bit of work today at about 5pm for less than an hour. One task took only minutes, and yet I'd delayed it almost a week for no reason other than I haven't been working. I'm torn. I have so much I want to confess.. err... update to my blog, but it's bad horrid...
In the instant before my first keypress, after I'dfinally mastered the interface of the blog entry page in full DIVI mode, the voice comes. Lights out curfew. I choose to support, and will be sleeping tonight. But it does send me ino a different mood. I...
Ecstasy. Indica 7:10 dabbing Second Life. No edits. Wednesday 7:10pm I'm rethinking how weird I might seem. It never occurred to me that sometimes I might be a creep. People might lump me in with the other creeps. I'm a 54-year-old hanging out where the teens and 20...
My mood did some steeple chasing... no stupid analogy. Icarus? I was sad once this week thinking... I might actually be crazy... my character may not be gentle man who helps, but rather crazy Jeff.  It is possible nobody would be surprised to lean about my drug...
Samsung claims to have fixed the bug in the first release of their mission impossible game that premiered on the note 7. They claim it no longer explodes 15 seconds after you hear the first mission. What if the note 7 was actually a field test to see how big an...
I didn't want to be a bother, maybe it was indigestion. Sometimes I hate living with a dominant room mate.
I have a little mind game I play sometimes when I get a new idea. A connection of two random thoughts become one that makes sense. In my head, I have conditioned myself to feel the moment of connecting like a light bulb. You are brighter and now may be...
Another loop before bed. I can quit any time. I promise. I seem to check that back pages site a lot for faces. For escorts that look like they'd speak English and party a bit. I don't call.. but I look 5 times a day when I'm high. It's the Orange Jeff...
The New Daily Orange report.
Orange doesn’t choose a side
BAM… Except in Canada, it’s socialist. Whoops. That might be a problem. Orange may have just trumpoed to the top of the list of reasons it might not be the best path forward.
No. I refuse. ding. Whoops. I am sorry my President, I’m in the wrong room. My apologies.
You’re Orange Jeff? Cool. I use a lot of your submissions. Thnaks. The 137 year plan is going well, yes?
I don't like to be loud late at night when I'm not alone in the building. When I do the videos, I am loud. I get excited and volume is a full dimension of expression. On the other hand, I personaly hate loud. I fear it. It scares me and I shy away. I have three loud...
Hello. My name is Jeff. I like Orange. I'm currently quite high. I'd like to tell you my story. I am a 53 year old simgle, never married, great best friend. I am social, and confident in myself in some ways, but only newly. I know I am a great person. I've worked hard...
I saw wow. It's the moment of realization the loop isn't real. It is one moment on a journey. I can almost grasp the crucial end point, but once I figured out there is a moment when time began. The moment you realized you'd never notice a change. Once I realized the...